I have never verbalized any of the abuse and don't imagine ever being able to describe it in any detail at all. My T and I are both female. Maybe some of the parts in here could or would say it. I don't know.

I am editing to add that must be wrong because written in the psychiatric evaluation which I have a copy of is a summary of the kinds of s abuse. So there must have been talk about it before. Otherwise how would they know?