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Originally Posted by ~Christina
How did your new T session go ?
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I found out it was for intake today. I had allot of paper work to fill out, it was over an hour. "Sigh" But I am having another problem if anyone can help. And thanks for asking.

I am dealing with loud thoughts right now. And they wont stop. I mostly hear them on the right side of my head. Mostly sound loud. Not a voice but just a sound that happens like every 5 to 10 minutes. I can't shake it off and think properly. I am scared to death. When I was filing out the paper work I saw a thing that said am I hearing voices? I marked no. I don't know if the racing thoughts would count as "hearing voices" so I gotta wait until Monday to find out whats gonna happen to me because the place there seem really nice and friendly. They even got their own hospital next door. I am feeling a bit miserable right now. I want to go to bed. But I feel like I can't. Even tried meditation, didn't help at all. Sometimes I hear a loud thought on the right side of my head. It's ALWAYS my right side. I'm thinking why my right side? My brother is currently playing a game at the moment. So I can't even hear him play that when the racing thought gets pretty bad. It's not that bad. It sounds more aggressive but not bad or anything, like it feels like it's my own thought that randomly appears and says shut up real loud or something. I wouldn't know if I would count that as a "voice' or just a thought, if anyone has ever experienced this please let me know if I'm just dealing with thoughts right now and not actual voices. The thoughts get kinda loud a bit but only on my right side for some weird reason? :/ I'm also having tinnitus issues atm in the ear so I don't know if that's what's causing it or not. My anxiety feels kinda high a bit. On edge. So I don't know what's going on with me. I feel a bit normal than usual. But i just want relief. But as my last post I've made on another thread I don't feel as bad as I was. Thank you for checking up on me and asking. ^_^ Hope someone can give me some intel soon. Hope I'm not officially going insane.

I'm not hallucinating or anything, just the thoughts annoying the hell outta me. "Excuse the lang"
The good news is, I got psychiatrists and doctors and nurses at the new therapy building. They take medicaid, so that makes me happy. Allot of people we're there today so it was packed. I wish the day would go by quick so I can get some help I need. I feel like I got pressure in my head from stress from not sleeping. So I don't know if that would cause the loud thinking or not. I do sleep though when I feel like it. What I would do to get some relief sorry for repeating it lol.