This is heavy on my mind.

OK........

I've typed and retyped too many times!!!

This is hard to put here without the background, but maybe it doesn't need it.

What is your description of dealing with gaslighting with dissociation involved?

Have you had to deal with it?

These are the words that are mine.

Disturbing

Vulneralbe

Victimized

Abandoned

Shifting ground

Alone

I don't know if anyone else has had to deal with this, but it is very disturbing.

I'm so tired of looking for truth and absolutes to give me peace and resolution of what I'm looking for healing from.

Without an ending to my fragments and someone telling me, "It wasn't that bad."

I don't know where to go with it. I just know the words that I I feel.

Does anyone else relate?