it's all going to be ok! we were so so scared to go inpatient but it wound up being a really good thing. we had a say in every medicine we took, and they didn't push us onto anything we didn't want to take, which was a big big deal. honestly, a few of us miss it sometimes -- it was nice to just be somewhere where we were safe and taken care of and didn't have to think about anything except staying safe and getting ourselves back to functioning. we have dreams about it sometimes with a longing.

it's going to be ok <3