I think that's the great thing about having a community. People who feel moved by your story or who can relate will offer support. People who can't relate will just move along. I personally think your situation sounds incredibly stressful, Anna. Your therapist is being unprofessional and letting you down, and none of this is your fault. The client's job is never to support the therapist. You shouldn't have to control your feelings to accommodate him. Please do keep posting. People here are happy to support you. Many of us have had the feeling of being too much, but we often don't feel that way about other people. You aren't too much.