We are talking again, my fault. I know I need to be final and end it but I just can't. I'm keeping it from my mom too. I'm have been looking into rooms to rent, they are too expensive! It's a fricken room! I did find one but it's in a different county, my county workers are telling me I need to stay in this county. I can't afford to. But my job isn't definite yet so I don't want to jump ship right this second.