every day...
in every way...

i think i've ruined my life..
ruined my chance at a good one, atleast...

will i ever stop crying?

i always pretend im well...
only a few know...that im hurting..
that im dying inside...
that i want to run...

my mind tells me im not worth it...
my friends tell me i am...

what do you do...
when u can no longer trust yourself??

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