(((Wildflowerchild)))

I haven't been by this part of the forum for a while. It's difficult for me to look around here sometimes.

My reaction to my mom doing herself in was anger. I totally get that. I was even angry with my husband for dying young, even though it wasn't his fault.

My last thought right before opened the forum was, "If my daughter dies, I won't even come into work. I'll leave this mess here and never come back." I often feel like I'm going to lose her too. She's it. The last thing I've got. She is mostly OK, except that she has turned anxious since her father/my husband died.

I swear, I think being bipolar makes grief more painful.

I make a list of what I want to talk about with the therapist. Maybe that would bring issues you need to talk about to the top if you make a list.

(((HUGS)))