sorry your having a hard time misty. maybe it's the time of year,maybe it is the news as someone else mentioned but we know it all comes around. i can snap at any moment and wondered what happened. that's when the house isn't cleaned, clothes not washed, dishes in sink and i'm going to be inspected this thursday. man , how lucky can i get. so i know your pain and confusion and it will pass, i will be thinking of you, pj56