(((Hugs)))) I'm sorry that you feel (or someone said) they want you gone. Mandazzle, I think anyone who has been here any real length of time will run into another member that may say or act that way. We can't possibly agree with everyone 100%. But still, that doesn't warrant being told such a thing.

Yes, you have to dismiss the idea. Remember, there are all kinds of people here, suffering with all sorts of issues.

I think you have improved since you first came here, and though there was a rough patch more recently, I can see you are working at doing well. Do good self care on this, and don't give it any more of your energy, ok?

TC!