That's a good question. Is it a newer wound? I think that what you said "do you even get past it?" has some value and truth to it. I myself still have yet to get over two things happening in 2016. Sometimes, in my experience, you learn to manage it and deal with it, but it's an experience that will always be with you. I think your anger and negative feelings about it will go down though.

Thanks for clearing up any questions I'd had in your response to me. Yeah I missed seeing that you are actually in therapy now.

I have been hurt (and betrayed) before too. You're not alone. I do see there being hope beyond the dark clouds you're feeling now. If I think of anything else, I will come back here and mention it. Buddhism and meditation have been big influences in my life. If you have any interest in it, let me know. There's a book called "When Things Fall Apart" by Pema Chodron that you might find beneficial.