T,
Today was another horrible day. I cried on the bus home because I just wanted to go home (like, HOME home) so badly. But I (finally) was able to get in touch with pdoc today. He is upping my dose of lamictal and refilling my xanax prescription (what I'm on here in Ecuador SUCKS), which my sister will bring me next week when she visits. I really really hope it helps. If I keep feeling like this I just don't think I can hold on much longer.
Still miss you (duh). Hope you're well.
Annie