My father never chuckled. He was rather intimidating and always angry for whatever reason. Everything is confusing now. I have never had fun. But yes I’m sure they tried a little. He was a good provider at least. My mother is a sweet woman. It’s just confusing because I blocked everything out and now I have no idea how I got this way.

Like, I never actually misbehaved. I was just not good enough and I wasn’t able to deal with things so I cut my father out of my life when I was 11. What kid does that?

I mean, it's fine. We all get along fine. I'm just confused and upset, but there's no point in dwelling.