Thanks

I've been trying to think About it Like that

But it's like I don't have control and the hat changes by itself when in the middle of somethin

I be fine and next think I know I am not ?
Like I'm being washed over by bad feelings and thoughts..
Does any of that make sense?

I don't know which one I am anymore

I just remember the goal... need to get independent, get my license, car, and my own house... a place I can truly call home, safe haven..