I'm sorry you are in the midst of such a difficult struggle. Here are links to some articles, from PsychCentral's archives, on the subject of healing from social anxiety. Perhaps some of the information in them can be of some help:
https://blogs.psychcentral.com/menta...ocial-anxiety/
https://psychcentral.com/blog/the-4-...ocial-anxiety/
https://blogs.psychcentral.com/nlp/2...uin-your-life/
Also... here's a link to a social anxiety support forum. I'm not familiar with it personally. So I can't recommend it. But it looks interesting:
SocialAnxietySupport.com
My best wishes to you... 
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