Hey t. Thanks for this evening. I am still rather blown away by that whole conversation around projections - if that's indeed what I did back in July - I want to talk more about this - because if I did, and you didn't really say those things I remember you saying, then that sheds a lot of light on why I am the way I am today you know, like maybe I've been doing **** like that for many years - with other people - it's just, well my memory is so real and so clear, I'm still having trouble wrapping my head around it. But wow. Psychologically speaking it is quite fascinating. You're right, I was really angry. And that's what I was possessed by the session before the one we talked about this evening - my anger. So freakin' weird how seeing you yesterday morning out of context brought that session in July right into the present. I'm glad we started talking about it finally. I couldn't bring myself to ask about what I remembered you saying until now.
Sessions like this evenings make me wish I could stay in therapy with you forever...
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