Had a conversation with my ex of 4 days. I tried to avoid it and she emailed me and told me that she wouldn't be passive aggressive.....yet she was. She again consistently attacked me and I had no choice but to defend myself. It was really really bad.....
She ended it on a bad note, even through that, I stayed positive and tried to end it on a positive note. She shot down that too.
Our relationship was extremely rushed....she was really positive in the beginning and then in turned really bitter. I thought she was amazing. It was only 3 weeks.....
She went through an extremely rough childhood. Her dad was a cocaine addict, and she said her mom was crazy..... She had to fight for her survival....probably most days of her childhood. I don't blame her for what she did to me, but what she did really hurt. I don't hold it against her, but consider her strong for persevering through that...
Despite me not doing anything to her, small hiccups felt like all out battles, and I wound up getting blamed at the end of a fight....that it was all my fault. It was really really really bad.
She really liked me, but I couldn't deal with the emotional battery....I had to just walk out one night and not look back. It really angered her, but she hurt me and kept going after me. She didn't accept fault for anything and kept going after me continually....kept beating me into the ground. Anything I brought up about her was met with denial, a rebuttal, an attack, or a redirect to how messed up I was....
I was on this site and shifted my computer because I didn't want to show her the support system I had for myself and she shifted to look at my screen across the room. She then made up something else that she was looking at. I'm worried she is stalking me now. Really really really bad....
What's really bad is that she has a masters in social work.......
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