I could have went out with other Fred. But I tried to chat to him at school and he clammed up. It felt weird being the aggressor. I was afraid to be centre of gossip at school . I was such a coward. I am sorry. But things would not have ended well since I was going to unwell. It was inevitable that I would be bi-polar, it's genetic. And I would probably have refused to take off my bra lol. I would definitely have preferred you as my first proper consented experience. Bye salmon. Bye fox.