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Seems like everywhere I go people are just nasty af towards me. Nearly every job I've had I keep to myself stay quiet don't try to start conflict with anyone, then next thing you know somebody's laughing and talking about me. I've been called all kinds of names from ugly to " dumb *****" by people at work and on public transportation that I don't even know! I've learned to ignore it now but the hostility from people (these same people seem to bond and make friends with each other) is the reason why I will probably NEVER make friends. I live in a major city, could that be the case? What cities could I live in where decent friendly people actually exist? or do looks only f*cking matter.
Like is this **** normal to be treated like **** by co workers random strangers, consistently tested and provoked? I can literally be minding my own business not doing **** wrong and all these predators come out. How the **** do people even want to socialize make friends or even date? Most people are so disgusting acting it literally makes me sick. I've avoided going to work a lot of times just to hideaway in my room and I fear that's never going to change.
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