Okay I've lost traction. I'm back to feeling like you don't care. But I am also thinking that I should talk about t1 abandonment and why I "don't trust trusting people." So my logical brain is saying I am pulling away from you because I don't want to trust you with this info and then get hurt. By the prominent voice in my head is saying every combination of: (i) run, (ii) I am just looking for attention, (iii) I am overreacting to something that was nothing. And it doesn't help that when I reached out for another session you just said no but that you could email me if one became available. Ok the rational brain says - acceptable response. The prominent voice is saying, 'see t didn't say I could email her back so she doesn't really want to talk about this because I am attention seeking.' I should just get over myself.