Golden, this is not the time to be taking your meds half the time. Take them everyday because you will feel the difference and that can't be helping you right now. The meds help with both depression and anxiety. You can contact the company that makes you drug and ask for some financial help. Your father knows the importance of taking meds as prescribed. He might be able to help with that in some way. I am happy to hear you are getting paid better than before, buttock up a job, anything you can get to afford your meds. Being a server at a decent restaurant two nights a week might be all you need to pay for meds. Also maybe your doc would consider changing to a cheaper med out of pocket. Citations is one of the cheaper ones based on my co pays.