Dear T,
You were really awesome today. I really didn't expect you to be willing to say those things that I asked for. And you seemed to really mean it when you said you wanted to work with me. It makes me feel like more than just your job. That I'm not just an interchangeable client where it doesn't matter who, as long as you get a paycheck. Though I think it hasn't completely sunken in yet. It's like I'm afraid to really accept it, to accept your caring and willingness to work with me. That you're willing to work with the attachment or transference or whatever you want to call it, even if it's not totally in your modality or area of expertise. Thank you. For reading what I had to say and saying that part back to me and seeming to really mean everything you said. Of course I'm terrified, but I'm going to do my best to believe you and take you at your word...
So...thanks,
LT
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