What am I doing t? H is going to have a fit. I can't start this all over again. I can't. I want to. I really want to. But I just can't. Ugh. What am I going to do now?!

I briefly lost my mind, got caught up in the moment, the excitement of the work, when I asked to schedule. I'm going to have to cancel the 15th. Can we please just table the discussion until the 29th? I mean hell, it's already been more than 7 months since the situation we were talking about, what's another month?! I have to wait until the insurance crap is straightened out!