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I am posting this because I don't want to bother anyone in my support system. I believe I impose on their caring for me way too often and that weighs heavily on me.
I am tired of life being so frustrating every day. I don't remember the last day I woke with optimism and enthusiasm. I just want to lie down and sleep peacefully with no more worries or fears.
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"I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much."
Suicidal Ideation, Severe GAD, Major Depressive Disorder, Dysthymia, Reverse Seasonal Affective Disorder, Sexual Dysfunction, CEN, mild OCD
Bupropion 450 mg
Buspirone 60 mg
Trazodone 200 mg
Effexor 225 mg
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