You had every justification to say that I might not be able to carry on with course as my nerves were so apparent. My writing was good thanks. I had spent years in back room at work with just one person to speak to really. I also did not come clean at start like everyone else did. My voice was flat and trembled I could never help others plus I was so fidgety had this nervous outer energy. And my steadfast beliefs. It was a difficult course and too close to the bone for me. I would never be away from supervisor. I could never have handled other people's problems if they brought up reminders of my past. You knew this was not field for me and your job is to challenge people.