I know..
Thank you

It was a good appointment... she rx vyvanse for adhd symptoms and was really happy that I'm doing well.

But I feel confused because I don't feel like I am doing well...

Been on full relapse.. hurting.
Rejection triggers me bad... I have figured that out last night..

Don't know why I need outside approval...
Guess because confidence in myself is so shakey..
Maybe I don't approve of my own self and look for someone outside to tell me that I am .. the good stuff

I'm feeling pretty bad.. giving up on someone I thought was a friend 😟