I've been in T for a while now, probably longer than I anticipated! We seem to have a really good relationship, built things such as trust etc up over the period of time I've been going. She's been amazing with me really, I honestly don't know what I'd have done without her at times. She gave me a sense of strength when I felt I had none, has been solid, kind and considerate always.

So I know I do have attachment issues, I tend to be anxious/avoident... I long to be close to people, yet at the same time I fear it and push away!
I spent along time in the anxious frame of mind, thinking T would quit on me oneday, it took a lot of work but I got to the point where I trusted that she wouldn't and I felt secure in that which also brought me a lot of relief!
Anyway now I seem to have hit the avoidant part maybe? I have suddenly become quite scared, and part of me wants to run away! I know I'm being rash in this post because it's only really been today I've felt that, and I think maybe it's off the back of a bit of a break and the fact that I know we gonna be touching on some tough stuff next time, but I just suddenly feel really confused!

My mind has gone into what I can only describe as push/pull! I was just wondering if anyone else seems to get this feeling? Is it even a sign of progression? Like I say, I feel we have become closer and starting on something quite deep so maybe it's just the fear of that!

Anyway i suppose I'm wondering if others relate?! I will also speak to my T about this when we next see eachother but just looking for some input in the meantime I suppose!