I'm so tired of these constant failures. Everyday I start out thinking today will be better. And I try so hard believe me I do. I try ten times harder for the most basic daily life skills that come easy to everyone that I know. But trying and failing daily erodes any self confidence or sense of accomplishment. People think I should just get it together. Like I haven't tried to. But the only reasons these failures continue is my lack of ability to give up. Everynight I go to bed discouraged berating myself for never measuring up. But one part of my mind says I'll do better tomorrow. But when tomorrow comes it's always the same failures on a repetitive cycle that just continues to plague me. It's a constant struggle fighting both sides of adhd my mind never stops although I struggle to put my thoughts into an order that will help me to acheive my goals. Unless you are there I don't believe another person can grasp what we really go through. I can't help anyone I can just know how it feels to be here dealing with this everyday.