Krazi, It impresses me so much that you are able to tell your t. in an e-mail that you want her to hold you etc. Being able to make yourself so vulnerable is such a huge thing. I mean this sincerely. It makes me feel kinda jealous cause I want to be able to lay my vulnerability out there like that too.

I'm always surprised at how different t's are. Even if I told my t. the week before that there was something really important I wanted to talk to him about the next week, he would NOT bring it up the next week. He feels that the things I bring up are the things that we should be discussing. At least that's the way it seems. Hmm..maybe I should ask him about that. Anyway, I go thru loads of "post-session" intensity. Usually hits me as I put my key in the ignition. I hate it