For some reason I don't want to tell my T that I'm actually starting to feel a bit better. I've been super depressed for a long time now and I think I'm starting to come out of it. I'm afraid to tell my T that I'm starting to hate life a little less than before, but logically this makes no sense (to me anyway). I should be happy that I'm feeling better and my T would be so happy to hear this, right?

Does anyone else feel this way? It almost feels like part of me doesn't want to feel better.