Okay so lately theres been this huge struggle to classify what I am and what kind of issue im dealing with. I know i Dont want to be gay and live that lifestyle at all and that my romantic affection and the only thing i want to kiss is a women. I admit i do have some scent of an issue with porn addiction. There is moments where i feel like cuase of htat its a huge sexual images problem. Some days the appearence of the vagina weirds me out, i had sex recently and oral with my new girlfriend and it was extremely pleasurable. Then the thoughts started again. I watched porn for (I HOPE) the last time a week ago and i saw a man and it stirred me, and it uusally doesnt so i wonder if that has to do with porn or whatever but then i watched it later and it didnt do the same thing for me I have no idea. I am going to write more later but i really romantcially like my girlfriend and do NOT want to be gay and have no romantic affection for dudes so what is going on? I think anxiety has also played a huge part in this.