So I found a guy on the Internet and I fall in love with him immediately (something never happened before in my life) I even became obsessed with him, can’t stop thinking about him day and night.

The problem is that he does not know me, I only know him from his YouTube channel and social media, I tried to contact him but with no use.

I became so depressed and I don’t know why, but what I know is that I was almost fine before I met that guy, but now the pain is unbearable every moment feels like hell.

I don't know if I am depressed and sad because I know that I could not reach to that person I am obsessed with or there is something else? And in any case: what to do now? Is there a solution or what because I can’t take it anymore I can’t sleep or eat well and I stopped going to work because I feel life is meaningless now.

Thank you very much.