Been having a lot of anxiety lately. I've been able to bathe without another anxiety attack, but I have to today and I'm nervous about it.

My sisters haven't really been available lately. I miss my mom. So, so much. March 15th she will be gone 11 yrs. I'm still worried about my son. Long story. ...

My sister who is drinking herself to death is still drinking all the time and barely eating. She lives with my other sister. There's not much I can do, they're in Oregon.

Got to get groceries today. Really don't want to...I'll survive.