I have issues with tracking my cycles. Any rapid cycling people that have some insight?


Babble from another day, an insight of why it's hard to pin down cycling:

I have too many dx's that bleed into one another (I feel) . Bipolar, PTSD, borderline...

I have been under a lot of stress, lack of sleep, mixed feeling of moods & self; and other times a concrete feeling of self- like clearity on confusing topics just a few weeks ago.
I'm in some lows too. And I've had times that nothing is wrong with me. - majority of humans just aren't honest with themselves and observe enough.
:/ I've been empty at times
I'm a ping pong ball in my head.
Some don't like to hang out with me because they claim "alternate personas of a person makes them feel uneasy"..( then stay away dude).

Sometimes when I'm like this, I have the thought of Deja Vu with - this has happened recently, and of course when it's occuring it has a meaning or a sign to it...

Sometimes I "feel" a change coming and try to prepare but sometimes I don't.

Perhaps this is all normal?

I just have issues tracking... Then I'll forget all this when I'm feeling normal or another me or whatever.

I get confused if this is even bipolar, but I've had more than one doctor dx me with it.