I have called and changed my phone number yesterday. I know it is difficult for some of you to understand all of this, I have been living in this abused for a very long time and I can't do it anymore. I can't turn back. I know myself, I have no deffense and they will kill me. Not with their bare hands but mentally and emotionaly they will. I am a very patient person and I will go a long way before taking any important decision like this one. I will try and try before giving up. I did try with my mother and sibbling. I am not trying to find excuses for myself but trying to stop the guiltiness inside me.

My husband do not support me with my decision even though he know how much they did hurt me. He says familly is familly and we don't turn our back on it. I guess not, but I did.

Thank you!
nightdream