I'm trying not to scream, cut, both or maybe even cry. Everything is to loud. I have no idea how I'm going to handle volunteering tomorrow, it's not like I function well even on the zyprexa. I have no idea when they'll have my meds in I have to call tomorrow again. I'm eating so that's okay. Reading is getting harder. My skin feels tight. I'm so antsy I hope this gets fixed soon.