I've had a horrible week depression-wise (hence not being online)

I'm so lonely and it's really getting to me at the moment.
Wow that's a long time to deal with pain... and it's never got any better?

The thing about most doctors is they think they know what you're going through when really they don't. So it's easy for them to say "oh just take some painkillers and deal with it". Every time I get told that my various test results are normal my heart sinks 'cause it seems like this is never going to end. I'm only young and I feel like I'm loosing what are meant to be the best years of my life.
My appointment with the councillor got moved so I only saw her yesterday... she wasn't a great help but she's put me back on the waiting list to see a therapist. So I can hope.
Hope you had a good week last week?
molly
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Makes me work a little bit harder
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So thanks for making me a fighter