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Originally Posted by *Laurie*
Hi, do you feel like you have impulsive anger that gets the better of you or do you feel like you were just stating how you felt, then you feel guilty for asserting your feelings?
Because if impulsive anger is a problem, that can be a big part of bipolar disorder. But if you are guilty about stating how you feel, that's more of a self-esteem thing. At least, that's how I see it.
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That's a very clear observation that brings me to both I guess.
I'm angry at myself now because I want to be told that it's OK that I messed up and we could still be friends. But this always happens. People always judge me on their first impression, which gives them false data when it comes down to understanding me.
But, I'm just sorry for making him not like me anymore. Future relationships are now ruined again....
Do I need to tell people I'm bipolar? Telling my family was a huge mistake as they all now avoid me, maybe thinking its foe the best, but it just makes me sad.
I hate myself.