Every now and then I like to do my makeup. It makes me feel better about myself. It just takes me forever to do it. I like to watch makeup tutorials on youtube to see the latest trends. I usually don't do my make up as caked on as they do on youtube. I'd love to figure out makeup tricks on my own and do youtube tutorials for more natural looking makeup. there's this hilarious girl i watch on youtube that does funny stuff and one time she ran into a door and her eyebrow makeup left a mark on the door. haha. I don't do my stuff that thick. For one it's hard asf to get everything off, especially mascara. My face doesn't look so bad without makeup though since i use crazy expensive mary kay face products. I just get self conscious about the dark circles around my eyes sometimes and the 1 wrinkle I have on my forehead. I really need to invest in some mary kay wrinkle filler when I get some money.