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Originally Posted by leomama
Ask yourself if that forum is worth the trouble. Generally for me mods getting involved means taking a step back. If I know my intent was good and someone else misinterpreted it then that is not a safe place. Calling someone a name means you felt threatened. Can you be more detailed about the argument?
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It turns out that I have become delusional. I thought he was out to get me. But he did tell me to stop sending him messages (I sent 3) so I feel so confused.
I now have a "hangover" feeling from all that happened last night. I even got to the point where I thought he would access my other accounts so I frantically changed the passwords. I was so close to attempting suicide again, the episode was very intense that reminds me of when I use to drink.
Going through oxycodone withdrawals doesn't help...
If I can't get through this, there's no point anymore.