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Old Mar 05, 2018, 07:02 PM
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I just posted in another thread about this. I worry now a little that I might be too trusting,. My therapist has opened this channel for me to email anytime, day or night and am I setting myself up for addiction or attachment? I think though, that I just need to trust a little, plus my husband is here and also keeping an eye. He's a little too untrusting, so I don't want to share my concern with him just yet, but I do think maybe I should try to write out my messages first and then send them. I don't know! See, I trusted some others and they said I was too much, actually my husband thinks I write too much in letters, but I don't know, that's just me! And the cool people stick around and let me vent as long as I appreciate them for that, right? So, yeah, I guess in short, I have issues of trust vs distrust.

However, there was one instance with my NP (for psychiatry) where my symptom made me like very narcissistic and proud when I thought I was right with my diagnosis (of bipolar) but she believes it could be more (like bpd). If it can be both, I still win, right? Because I still believe it's both...maybe...so in that way, it resonates, but I agree with the others in 9 of 10 times.