I'm suffering extreme exhaustion. All my blood tests came back normal, and they have no explanation why I'm suffering from this severe fatigue. And underneath I am so angry that I have to deal with this on top of everything.

I don't know me anymore. I have been on these drugs since 2004 and I have lost myself in the process. The drugs don't help me with a lot of my symptoms, so I figure why bother? I am so tempted to go off all of them and try to find out what I'd feel like without them. Honestly, they don't work half the time and the side effects are terrible.

I just want to find out who I am again.