Cannot recall if I've posted here yet, but I read more and more and it resonates. Was originally thought to have ADHD, then presented with Bipolar, but now they want to have me tested for bpd.

So, this is just my intro post. Not really sure what to say. I'm attempting to make a list for my pdoc visit next week of my symptoms. I just read something about a "favorite person". And I have this and and just getting over my second crush (friendly crush, not romantic), and I'm worried about the new people filling this role.
I'm moody a lot. Still a chance there is PMDD, but it's more than that, because this goes on all the time. I Still maintain the possibility of bipolar too, because I do get "mixed" episodes and resonate a lot with the bipolar community and have had periods of depression and mania (or mostly hypomania), but just didn't know it at the time. Like winter is more difficult, and summer maybe, whereas Spring is pretty great! Fall, I don't know. But I'm just making general observations here. Whether Bipolar or Borderline, the mood stabilizer seems to help.

I'm still working on my list, so will edit as I go or create an updated thread after my appointment as needed.
Thanks Psychcentra!l

Quick tech question-is it even possible to follow whole forums, su h as this borderline section? If so, where do you find your saved forums because all I can find are saved/subscribed threads? Thank!