Basically to cut a long story short... I have one friend, my best friend John (my boyfriend). He's at university though 270 miles away
I've always had friends and after my whole health problem and having to leave college (I'm 19) and developing depression and anxiety I've lost everyone. They all went off to uni and such, but we grew distant before I got depressed.

I'm not used to being so alone... I never go out because I have noone to go out with, therefore cant meet new people. I try talking to people, but I've lost so much confidence and I think the only way I can get out of the whirlwind of depression is to go out with people my own age.

i just haven't a clue where to start and I just feel pathetic and immature. Anyway, just felt I had to get thoughts of my chest.

molly