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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
Oh and I know what you mean about losing any shred of optimism you had left - my husband stole that from me when he decided to take those drugs that killed him. I don’t have much “non artificial” joy left.
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Thank you for sharing your story. It must have been incredibly difficult for you, especially since it was your husband.
It's almost like they took parts of you with them when they went away.
I have a psych and am scheduled to see a therapist. Hopefully we could find effective treatment. It's been 8 years of trying to find which behavioral patterns work and which don't. I'm at the edge. I don't understand why we have to live this way. It is what it is I guess. But, does it ever stop?