I'm voluntarily going to try sleeping in a bed tonight. I dream others' lives/dreams when I do this. I'm very afraid but I need to start sleeping somewhere other than the floor. I've also stopped melatonin for several days now which has dulled all of my own dreams tremendously. Send strength in thoughts please. I'm already tearful just laying here. This is the last bed Mom slept in that wasn't a hospital bed. Last time I dreamed one of her strokes.
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