t, i'm really disappointed in myself. i did a crappy job on my quiz for psych class and i know it and i just don't care. is it possible to not care and be disappointed at the same time? well i don't and i am. i should have scheduled for this week instead of next but i don't want to come back ever. maybe you are right. maybe something in me does crave drama. maybe i should go to the next open mic night at the university's poetry center and read something and be extra dramatic in my reading. i am in a sour, bad, crappy, blah mood tonight. my back has been hurting all day. i am angry at you for claiming you didn't say that stuff when i know damn well you did. i don't like feeling angry. poop.