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Originally Posted by captgut
So I told T about how he has hurt me. He said "You're right, I'm tired and irritated lately... My second baby was born at the end of January".
Ooops. I felt like I was slapped.
I mean, I'm glad for him... And I glad he has two boys, because if he had a daughter it would literally kill me. But... I feel like devastated. Now I'm even less important. And I hate myself even more. I should stop seeing him in such a difficult time I guess. He should take care of his wife and babies.
I can't stand it. He's happy, loved, beautiful, with a great job and so on. And I'm a piece of ****.
My jealousy is killing me. I know I'm wrong here. But I just can't. Just can't. |
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I can understand the jealousy. Please don't feel like you should stop seeing him though. It's his choice to come to work and still do his job, despite having a young baby. Talk to him about your feelings of jealousy and also that you shouldn't bother him during this time. And stay safe.