Yes Jane, I believe the approaching spring has me thrown for a loop, along with work and life stress. We had abnormally warm weather and that definitely triggered a shift, however winter is about to be back with a vengeance tomorrow!!! I’m almost guaranteed the day off, and if it snows like they say it will then it’s not looking good for Thursday either. Which is ****ing fine by me!!!
I’m still flying high as hell today and it’s amazing. Only prob - I didn’t do any of my work because I couldn’t concentrate. I’ll just have to follow along with my co teacher’s lesson.
I wonder what my Therapist will say - she’s never seen me like this. I’m so rarely hypomanic! That’s why it’s so amazing. I didn’t even need to take Ativan today. I’m not anxious or upset at all. Just HAPPY!!! Even though it’s a false happiness, I will take it!!!
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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