yesterday i went to an AA meeting said what i needed to say nothing upsetting or hurtful to anyone there after the meeting was over i went to a women who av talked too before and she normally good with me but for some reason she didnt have time for she had time for everyone but me i felt hurt but didnt say anything got home felt like overdosing and self injuring but i stop myself from doing so now i dont know what av done that was so wrong today i just feel confused and upset am at a mental health drop in at the moment going home soon but i dont want to sit with this feeling all night i dont know how to deal with these feeling without self injuring or hurting myself mentally or psychical am safe mostly because my husband is with me am so upset that i feel like using or drinking